December 2010
63 posts
This new year....
is going to be a challenge.
This is my year to shape up, grow up, and learn from my mistakes. To be a better person. Get a good job, lose weight, and raise my GPA.
Time to focus on ME and what I need to do so I don’t lose myself again.
It’s time to be happy, stop the crying and the sadness I’ve done everyday for a month.
Time to stop worrying, stop stressing, it’s...
“Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings.”
– Salvador Dali (via quote-book)
I need wifi.
I never get to be online and do stuff anymore.
I’m convincing my dad to buy us a router or I’m just going to get an ethernet cord (I’m saving all my christmas money for new years :p).
Tomorrow I get to go to my dad’s best friend’s funeral…..
Also, I get to meet with my new bff advisor at the regional campus.
Going back to school is soon approaching. I see...
Christmas.
Christmas was a great joy. I got to meet a baby cousin for the first time. She’s beautiful. My family was great.
I didn’t receive any huge gifts but I am happy with what I got. A north face, new chucks (which are the shit), awesome socks, clothes, and etc. I also got my trip to Florida. My dad forgot to buy me Eclipse on dvd so now he feels bad lol.
I am happy and content.
Moving out.
On Tuesday, I will be heading down to Athens to retrieve the stuff from my room. I’m going to be sad, I’m going to cry. I’m glad Jake is going with me.
I hope they can put my room on hold for Spring. Like usual, getting ahold of the University today was a joke. Didn’t happen. But hopefully I will know by Monday.
I really have like no money left whatsoever. This sucks. I...
Day 1: Favorite lyric from "Tim Mcgraw".
I just love this song.
When you think happiness I hope you think that little black dress Think of my head on your chest And my old faded blue jeans
Heck Yeah Tumblr Challenges!: 20 Days Taylor Swift... →
heckyeahtumblrchallenges:
Post the lyrics with an image that represents it, or just the image with the lyrics written on it.
1. Favorite lyric line from ‘Tim McGraw’.
2. Favorite lyric line from ‘Our Song’
3. Favorite lyric line from ‘Picture To Burn’
4. Favorite lyric line from A Place In This World or The Outside
5….
yeah i sucked and failed at the last challenge. people are going...
Let's hope this turns out alright.
I got an e-mail today saying the school let me back in. Still no athens for me though. I’m going to be takin a break in Lancaster for awhile, but I don’t have to look for another school, that’s the good part.
Now, I have an endless list of things to do and people to contact. Let’s hope talking to University people doesn’t drive me crazy like normal.
This has been...
I fell asleep with you again. You make all the hurt go away. We laughed and giggled with each other all night. I’d never give this up. Don’t make this go away. This is all I need to make myself better.
This night is flawless, don’t you let it go…….
Day 1: 15 facts about myself.
1) My dad had the swell idea of making my initials AAA when I was born.
2) I play guitar.
3) I have an obsession with rottweilers. and horses.
4) I’ve “chilled” with Adrian Grenier, yep. that’s right. Entourage.
5) I used to have a pet hedgehog. Guess what his name was? Yep. SONIC.
6) I met Taylor Swift.
7) Ask me about Green Day.
8) I don’t tell people when...
“Sometimes you have to fall from the mountain to realize what you are climbing...”
I really fucked it up this time.
I’m just going to say it. I’m too ashamed to say it and this is the only way I can.
I won’t be coming back to Athens next quarter.
I was supposedly “dropped” from the University. I guess you could call it getting kicked out. Yeah, me, got my ass kicked out of college. Last year, I put myself in a hole, and getting out has proved to be tougher than ever.
So...
Just read Jessie’s note about her diary from middle school.
This is me, my freshman year. This is what i was on all day. This makes me laugh my ass off.
http://amberfreakinadams.piczo.com/?cr=6
These are the days when I regret knowing you.
Hate myself for loving you.
And would give it all up to make you happy.
Maybe you should say sorry every once in awhile.
& quit leaving me here to hurt.
Everything is so fragile.
Sometimes I don’t understand what I did wrong. Why I have to be yelled at. Is it really me?
It’s hard to communicate with you sometimes. I feel like you don’t get what I’m going through and how much I am hurting. I wish I could make you understand.
You make it harder, it makes me feel like you want it all to be about yourself.
I love you. That will never end.
And...
“I can’t promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over our...”
I really fucked it up this time.
Didn’t I my dear?
